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Post by tuneschick on Oct 18, 2006 10:12:50 GMT -5
Haha samps.  I love my shiny, shiny brown boots that make me 6'1". I love that someone left a bag of these in my mail slot this morning because of my crappy day yesterday.  I love Jason Collett and wish he would hurry up and realize that he loves me back.  I love that it's finally stopped raining - at least until tomorrow. I love that my brother just sent me a video greeting from my niece and nephew where they sing and blow me kisses. Even if it made me teary. I love that coffee + Advil cures my headaches, even though it probably means that I'm addicted to both. I love that even though this photo is 2 1/2 years old, it still makes me happy everytime I look at it.  I love that a friend of ours had a black and white version of that photo beautifully framed and gave it to us on our wedding day, and it now sits on a shelf in our living room. I love that I went on a shopping spree at the liquor store last night. I love that even though my vision is inexplicably blurry today, I can still type like a motherfucker. I love that despite having a fairly shoddy day thus far, there are still this many stupid little things making me happy. |
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Post by Paul on Oct 18, 2006 10:45:03 GMT -5
^^^ I love that post |
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Post by samplestiltskin on Oct 18, 2006 10:47:18 GMT -5
Yeah... i'm sad today for no reason. the only thing i'm loving right now is that at the end of the day, i can go home and cry and be quiet. Only seven hours away. I'm so sad I want to go home sick.
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Post by Paul on Oct 18, 2006 10:55:37 GMT -5
I was kinda sad today, but as the day goes on, I'm feeling a bit better...I'm always a little bummed on my birthday...I just don't feel right sometimes on this day. Like the attention sometimes bothers me, then everyone asking what I want to do, well, I don't know what I want to do. I'm a Libra and we're an indecisive bunch! Everyone is asking what I want for dinner, where do I want to go, where do I want to hang out, who do I want to hang out with, etc...I just kinda feel like going home and back to bed really....
At any rate, I hope your day brightens up samples.
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Post by samplestiltskin on Oct 18, 2006 11:00:31 GMT -5
thanks, yeah. i'm a libra with a birthday coming up, everyone is sort of nagging half-assedly about what i want to do. i've learned to be a very decisive libra. last year i made it perfectly clear i wanted to go see Mirrormask in the theatre, then everyone copped out at the last minute. this year i'm like "fuck y'all, if i make plans, you're only going to disappoint me. i'm spending the evening in a hot bath and then i'm going out - with or without people - somewhere insteresting, whatever strikes my fancy that night.
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Post by tuneschick on Oct 18, 2006 11:03:05 GMT -5
Yeah... i'm sad today for no reason. the only thing i'm loving right now is that at the end of the day, i can go home and cry and be quiet. Only seven hours away. I'm so sad I want to go home sick. Aw samps, I'm sorry you're having such a shit day. Sounds like you need the exact same advice you gave me yesterday... and in case you forgot what that was: Aw Tunes, you need a hug. Treat yourself and take a long lunch or something, be selfish for a day, hide away, whatever you can do to pamper yourself. Your mix CD will be waiting for you when you are ready. The day will fly by... just try to hide from everyone. Then when you get home, do what I did last night: have Mint Fudge Fantasy ice cream and white wine for dinner, watch horrible TV and go to bed with the covers over your head. |
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Post by tuneschick on Oct 18, 2006 11:05:58 GMT -5
Sorry to hear you're not so happy either, Paul... I felt sort of the same way on my birthday, though I blamed it on actually having to be at work on my birthday for the first time in years. Hope you have fun tonight, whatever you end up doing.
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Post by samplestiltskin on Oct 18, 2006 12:25:54 GMT -5
That is exactly what I am planning on doing, Tunes. When I feel like this, I let my boss know that I'm bipolar and today is a bad day, and then I quietly do my job and avoid talking to anybody. I won't apologize for being uncontrollably sad. And I certainly intend to hermit away tonight, although no ice cream probably since I've had no appetite for a while.
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Post by Kensterberg on Oct 18, 2006 12:32:10 GMT -5
Really spicy food will sometimes help me when I'm having a really bad day. I mean painfully hot. Doesn't completely do it, but it helps.
Sorry you're having such a rough day, samps. It will pass ... at least that's what I always tell myself (even when I don't completely believe it).
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Post by Paul on Oct 18, 2006 13:50:12 GMT -5
Sorry to hear you're not so happy either, Paul... I felt sort of the same way on my birthday, though I blamed it on actually having to be at work on my birthday for the first time in years. Hope you have fun tonight, whatever you end up doing. Thanks of the concern....really though, I'm not that bummed out. I just feel kinda akward on my bday sometimes... Looking forward to a nice dinner w/ my gal, then boozing w/ the fellas later on tonight. |
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Post by Ryosuke on Oct 18, 2006 19:44:49 GMT -5
When I'm having a bad day, I just shrug, go "well my life sucks anyway", jerk off, and go to sleep.
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Post by Kensterberg on Oct 18, 2006 22:00:59 GMT -5
When I'm having a bad day, I just shrug, go "well my life sucks anyway", jerk off, and go to sleep. Oh how I wish it were that simple for me ... |
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Post by wayved on Oct 19, 2006 0:03:59 GMT -5
Ryo: Good way to deal with it. "ahh fuck!" jerk off and go to sleep. There is a song begging to be written there....
I love fall. the feeling of it. the sun goes down earlier, it gets chilly. I cant describe it. The way the sun shines on the earth is different--gives off a different kind of light that is not as bright....Its fucking BEAUTIFUL. I love the transitional seasons. this all sounds retarded.
I, and this sounds pretty fucking stupid, love being alive. As much as I hate so much of the evil that goes down on this planet, I am glad I am here. My father told me when I was 14:
Dad: "I died when they were operating on my brain. I didnt see anything...no Angels, no light no nothing. Nothing."
Me: speechless. thinking: Dad Why are you telling me this?
Me now: I cannot believe you. Too much beauty.
I will shut up now.....
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Post by wayved on Oct 19, 2006 0:05:20 GMT -5
That explains it samples. Youre a fuckin Libra. Forget it. Whens your birthday?
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Post by sisyphus on Oct 19, 2006 1:14:29 GMT -5
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