JACkory
Struggling Artist
Posts: 167
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Post by JACkory on May 17, 2004 23:50:58 GMT -5
 Those of you who were around for the glory days of the Insect Lounge will no doubt have fond memories of the Uni-Sex Restroom. This is the perfect place for sharing those thoughts and ideas that just don't fit in the regular booths, for whatever reason. And who knows, the guy or gal in the stall next to you might even stop what they're doing and pay attention! Employees must wash hands before returning to work |
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Post by luke on May 18, 2004 9:52:38 GMT -5
Ah. This place still reeks of all that Sweet/Angela sex from four years ago...
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Post by samplestiltskin on May 18, 2004 14:03:15 GMT -5
Was that actually 4 years ago? Fuck. Yeah, guess I was 17 and now I'm 21. That sucks. Time flies when you're suicidally depressed.  |
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Post by luke on May 18, 2004 14:09:09 GMT -5
Can't stay young forever, I guess...
I really like that animation of Calvin getting flushed. Heh.
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Post by samplestiltskin on May 18, 2004 14:19:24 GMT -5
I'm sad. RS is being erased, all the old-school posters who hardly show anymore. And I don't feel like I belong anymore. I dunno what changed. It's like, I have nothing worthwhile to say, and for once, that stops me from saying stuff. :) I just feel like I lost my last home.
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Post by Meursault on May 18, 2004 14:22:50 GMT -5
*passes you a J*
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Post by samplestiltskin on May 18, 2004 14:24:16 GMT -5
Thank you my friend, but I lost 15 pounds in a month after quitting smoking. And I can think again. Maybe that's the problem...
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Post by samplestiltskin on May 18, 2004 14:25:45 GMT -5
But the Cure are coming to Denver on August 17th!!! Yayyyyy if only I was going to have kids, I could tell them about the time I saw Fat Bob in person.
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Post by Meursault on May 18, 2004 14:27:19 GMT -5
What are you worrying about?
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Post by luke on May 18, 2004 14:30:20 GMT -5
Are they coming there with Interpol and Muse and the whole gang?
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Post by Meursault on May 18, 2004 14:30:33 GMT -5
If I saw The Cure live i'd want to hear....Lullaby, Fascination Street, The Walk (or whatever it's called), A Forest, and Just Like Cucatoos (or, once again, whatever it's called).....oh hell a whole shitload
I can remember sitting and staring at the ceiling listening to Kiss Me, Kiss Me, Kiss Me.
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Post by samplestiltskin on May 18, 2004 14:42:48 GMT -5
No I'm pretty sure they're coming alone. So you can just shut up about the fantastic concert you've got lined up, I've heard all about it. No need to rub it in.
Holzman's Elvis Costello quote reminded me of something I've been wanting to get off my chest for a while but kept forgetting to. I've psychoanalyzed myself enough to figure out that my basic problem is that I am self-centered. The strange thing is, it's conflicted self-centeredness. On the one hand, I'm morbidly fixed on how much I hate myself. But on the other level, I'm dead certain that I'm smarter than 90% of earth's squalid population. No, neither one of these ideas are good for me.
Just tell me how. HOW. i can stop feeling superior to the vast majority of the people I meet. I can't stand to watch television, because most of it is just fucking insulting. Aimed at the most basic, 4-year-old level of thought, and I'm PISSED, FUCKING PISSED, that they assume they have to spell things out for me so blatantly. It literally sparks rage in me. Then I start fantasizing about hurting/killing people, and of course this isn't good either.
That recent Sopranos episode that dealt with rage - "Depression is rage turned inward." Well now that I'm dealing with my depression, actively trying to cure myself, I've got rage like nobody's business. It's like I stopped focusing it all on myself and it had to go somewhere so now I explode in people's faces instead. And I just wondered how to.. um.. get over this, no matter how good it secretly feels to yell and scream after all those years of screaming inside at myself.
Ehm. Yeah. That's what I have to say.
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Post by luke on May 18, 2004 14:51:00 GMT -5
Eh, just keep screaming and yelling at people. You have years of it built up in you. If you're still doing it in two or three years, well, worry about it then. But for now, yes, you deserve it.
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Post by samplestiltskin on May 18, 2004 15:01:49 GMT -5
Okay. It's my time to be a bitch. Not just a subtle one where I could say "Burn in hell" and you wouldn't know it, but a true, explosive, angry bitch. God it feels good but it's going to be interesting making friends.
Oh, who needs friends. They always leave or turn out to be worrisome entanglements to get out of. I have one that I'm certain will stay forever, and that's all I need I guess.
In the meantime, what the hell am I supposed to talk about on the boards? I'm too angry and resentful to just listen to everyone else spurt on and on, but I've nothing to say except "FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK THE WORLD FUCK MY MOM AND ESPECIALLY FUCK THAT CREEP SHE MARRIED AND FUCK ALL THE IDIOTS WHO FUCK ME OVER AND GO 20 IN A SCHOOL ZONE WHEN IT'S AFTER 4:00 AND FUCK TACO BELL WHO CHARGE ME 38 FUCKING CENTS EXTRA WHEN I WANT FUCKING BEANS INSTEAD OF MEAT AND ASSFUCK ALL THE PEOPLE WHO GO THROUGH LIFE WITH THEIR EYES SHUT AND CLAIM IN ORDER TO BE HAPPY YOU SHOULD BE THE SAME AS THEM.
Felt kinda good.
It's just a phase.
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Post by luke on May 18, 2004 15:09:50 GMT -5
Yeah, you should just post stuff like that. Sounds like "Burger Manifesto" from subUrbia.
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